Malachi 3.1-5 and Luke 2.22-40
Anna
awakes within the Temple complex. She is so old now that she does not have much
need for sleep, but in the darkest hours she gets some rest, in the Chamber,
off the Court of the Women, where the oil-soaked cakes for offering are
prepared. It feels like home—after all, she is of the tribe of Asher, whom
Jacob had blessed as providers of rich food, royal delicacies, through the
generations for ever (Genesis 49:20). Though Anna herself eats little these
days, as if sustained by food others know not.
You’ll
know Anna, at least by sight. Day after day she comes and sits at the foot of
the fifteen semi-circular steps that lead up from the Court of the Women to the
Court of Israel, a small crowd always standing around her attentively. She has
been here forever, long before the present buildings stood, longer even than old
Simeon. She is, as much as the steps themselves, part of the fixings and the furniture.
In all likelihood the great tide of humanity who pour in at the pilgrim festivals
don’t notice her, or if they do she does not hold their attention: what is an ancient
woman, compared to the bronze gates at the top of the steps, with which Nicanor
wrought miracles, calming the sea—gates so revered that even Herod dared not
replace them with gates of gold? But those who remain when the tide goes out again
seek her out, for she speaks consolations.
A
prophet, in the manner of Isaiah: ‘Comfort, O comfort my people, says your God.
Speak tenderly to Jerusalem, and cry to her that she has served her term, that
her penalty is paid, that she has received from the Lord’s hand double for all
her sins.’ (Isaiah 40:1, 2) Anna speaks consolation from the inside, as one who
has authority. They say the number seven stands for completion, perfection. But
who can accept seven as the completion of a marriage to so kind a man, the only
man Anna had ever loved this way? Seven years enjoying the fat of life, slurping
the marrow of its bones, glistening on the fingers, running down the chin;
swallowed up by death in a moment. She had railed at God, like the sea; but God
did not answer. She had beaten her fists against the sky; God remained silent. She
had questioned herself—had their love been too fierce to last? Eventually the
night passed and, gradual as light, it dawned on her that the silence of God
was not indifference, nor powerlessness, but that she was being held, by One
much greater than herself. And that the silence swallowed death whole. Brought
all things to peace. There was nothing here to fear. Her husband slept with their
ancestors; and at night Anna would lie with him; learnt to rest in eternity and
rise, morning by morning, in time. She had lived this way so long, some said
she had discovered the secret of immortality.
That
was the first of many times of dying, in the long years of her widowhood, and
through each loss she discovered more and more the blessing only those who
mourn can understand. Rich food, royal delicacies. An acquired taste, yes, but
not a bitter aftertaste. A strange, unlooked for perfection, but a perfection,
nonetheless: union with the Holy One of Israel.
She
speaks consolation to those who seek it here. Reveals the invisible God in the
common things of life, in universal emotions. Prayerful words, that charm the
terrors of the night into the most tender of mercies; that transform unleavened
cakes into the sustenance of heaven. Night and day, day and night, the prayers
of a prophet.
She
prays, and sings, not a classically beautiful voice, cracked now by age, but
one that rings in harmony with the Unseen. And she is singing now. Over a young
couple who have arrived at the foot of the fifteen steps on their way to
present sacrifice in the Court of Israel, a pair of turtle doves. And the
firstborn son, whom old Simeon has taken in his arms and holds high for all to
see. Simeon utters words of blessing. Anna joins in with a song of her own, their
voices joining to mend the world, so it can receive its King.
And
what of you? What has been broken open in your world? And what blessing has
been revealed within? What song have you been given to sing, in a cracked voice
perhaps, but the melody of heaven?
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