Playfulness
can unlock things that other approaches cannot.
The
Gospel set for this Sunday, Luke 24.13-35, is playful. The story takes place on
the third day after Jesus’ death by crucifixion. Two of his apprentices are
walking together, and as they do so they are ‘talking with each other about all
these things that had happened.’ These things that had happened can mean these
things that coincided or walked alongside each other. This is playful language.
The hopes and dreams of the Palm Sunday crowd, the repeated confrontations with
the authorities over the following days, the rumour mills operating on overtime
throughout the city, the sad awkwardness of the Last Supper, the terror of
Gethsemane, the numbing disorientation of Calvary, the death of their Messiah,
the emptiness of the Sabbath, and the incomprehensible insistence of the women;
all these things have walked alongside each other over these days. And as the
two apprentices walk alongside each other, throwing all these things that have
walked alongside each other back and forth between them, Jesus came near, coincided,
and walked alongside them.
Moreover,
they will tell him about the apprentices who did not see Jesus. These two
apprentices who do not see Jesus, walking right alongside them. Their friend
and teacher, and the one at the very epicentre of the events they are
discussing, is, in their eyes, a stranger; and, even among strangers, uniquely
uninformed and unaware.
It’s
playful.
Playfulness
involves both the imagination and the body. The way the storyteller, Luke,
describes the two apprentices discussing all these things that had happened
draws on the imagery of tossing a ball back and forth between them. ‘The press
of the crowds. Catch!’ ‘The Temple tension. Catch!’ ‘The taste of roast lamb
and bitter herbs. Catch!’ ‘Um...Grief. catch!’ ‘Er...Total incomprehension.
Catch!’ Luke doesn’t say that they were actually throwing a ball, but when we
are wrestling with too many things—and too many emotions—at once, doing so
might help.
They
arrive at Emmaus towards the end of the day, as the day is bent and bowed, with
age. They press upon the stranger to stay the night, and put together supper.
And Jesus does something physical: reclines at the table, takes hold of the
bread, acknowledges, with gratitude, its God-given goodness, tears it so it can
be shared, offers it to his host companions (companion: literally, one with
whom we share bread). Unhurried. And this is the moment their eyes are opened.
The moment of recognition. Not in his exposition on the road—though that
certainly did something—but in simple, and repeated, actions. Again, when we
wrestle with disappointment and confusion, receiving bread and wine in
Communion is an anchor, enabling us to see Jesus in circumstances where we are
kept from seeing him.
It
is at this point, too, that they realise that their hearts had burned within
them as he spoke on the road. That something deep inside was reaching out to
Jesus, even when they were unable to recognise him. The body does what the
conscious, controlling, mind could not. Bypasses the intellect, which follows
slowly behind like a dullard. Playfulness, again.
I
wonder when you have been disappointed, in your faith? When you have lost
someone you loved, or something that felt central to what you believed was
taken away from you? Or when you found yourself simply and utterly confused by
it all?
I
wonder what stories you can tell of encountering Jesus in just these times? Or
what stories you might one day tell? And I wonder what place playfulness had,
or might have, in the process?