Sunday, May 26, 2013
Saturday, May 25, 2013
Where Is God?
For
over six months now, I have been actively looking for a new posting. My current
post, in Liverpool Diocese, comes to an end (at least on paper) next month.
Today I received the latest in a growing pile of correspondence informing me
that I had not been offered a post I had applied for. This in itself is alright
– my prayer is not, ‘Let me get this job’ but, ‘Your will be done’ – but there
is only so many times you can stomach being told that you will be
outstanding...somewhere else.
We
had hoped that we would know by now. Indeed, originally we had hoped that we
would have been able to move next week. For several good reasons, that was our
preferred timing. We’re not living in a war zone, or with cancer, but we have
been living – and continue to live – with a protracted season of uncertainty:
and while we can’t put life on hold, neither are we able to make firm plans.
This takes its toll, in many ways, some bigger than others.
The
situation we find ourselves in is further complicated by the various
expectations of others, most of which, however well-meant, are fairly
unhelpful.
Where
is God in all this? And how might Trinity Sunday resource our continued
watching and waiting?
God
is where God has always been: seated on the throne in heaven. As Christians
have needed to be reminded ever since the letters that form the New Testament
were written, things look very different from a heavenly perspective. Our
circumstances are precarious, even when they look secure; but God is at work to
bring about his good will, not by coercion or inevitability but by the
world-overthrowing power of love.
Christians
believe that there is one God, and that this one God exists in the form of a
community. As we also believe that we are made in the likeness of this God,
that invites us to understand ourselves as persons – existing in indivisible
relationship to others – and not, as is prevalent in western culture, as
individuals – a sub-human form of life. But the Trinity is a mystery: that is
to say, though it can be known, through revelation, it cannot be exhausted by
our understanding. Unlike every good gift in creation, it is an infinite
resource given us. And at present, I am reflecting on Rublev’s icon as a window
into that greater reality.
According
to Rublev’s symbolism, the Spirit reaches out to us, drawing us deeper into a life
of prayer; from which vantage-point we see a greater revelation of the Son as
our peace and as our pilgrim’s shelter on the way to the Father; who, in turn,
we experience as the one in whom we find our permanent home. We meet the Spirit
in the wilderness at the very edge of the Promised Land; the Son beneath the
tree where Abraham camped as one who held the Promise in potential, or the tree
where Deborah sat to exercise God’s wise judgements within the Land, or the
tree in Micah’s great vision (Micah 4:1-8, which combines mountain and tree and
house with watchtower); and the Father as fulfilment of his Promise.
When
we are reminded that our home is the Father’s house – that we are a child of
God – and that Christ is our peace and that the Spirit draws us into this
deeper reality through the unpromising foothills of circumstance [the children
enter Narnia because of the Blitz] those circumstances are restored to their
rightful perspective: not as trivial (to be dismissed), but as boastful (and
passing); not as an illusion (to be denied), but as a place of grace (where
death fails to keep its grasp on life).
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
Trinity Sunday : Part 1
Last
Sunday was Pentecost. Perhaps because last year I incorporated a full-size skeleton and a medical dummy torso (in order to help us engage with Ezekiel’s vision
of a valley of dry bones restored to life by the Spirit of God), I wasn’t let
anywhere near a Pentecost service this year. But I am orchestrating Trinity,
this coming Sunday.
My
intention is to set up a live tableau version of Rublev’s most famous icon,
which depicts Abraham’s three angelic visitors and represents God the Father,
Son and Holy Spirit extending the invitation to the person gazing on – or
rather, through – the icon. The 'movement' of the icon is from Father to Son to Spirit to onlooker drawn in back through the Spirit to the Son and so to the Father.
On the table is a dish of roast lamb, a shared meal and a symbol of the Lamb who was slain. But I’m thinking of adding other things, first: a board game (I think God likes to have fun); the Sunday newspapers (I think God is interested in what is going on in the world); a TV remote (I think God likes a good story)...
I’ve
prepared three 450mm x 640mm panels to be held up behind the tableau, depicting the
background (as well as my take on the full icon, on a panel twice as large, as
prompt for the story we will tell...).
The
Holy Spirit (dressed in blue and green, symbolising life in sea, sky and on
land) is associated with a mountain in the wilderness, for the Spirit teaches
us to pray. This is an appropriate prompt for prayer.
The
Son (in a brown robe symbolising earth and blue cloak symbolising heaven – for the
two are united in him – with a gold sash for authority) is associated with a
tree, the Tree of Life (the tree of execution transformed into the Tree of Life),
symbol of peace. This is an appropriate prompt for asking ourselves whether we
know peace – with God, with ourselves, with others, in our circumstances – and to
pray for those known to us who do not experience peace.
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
Mosaic
Several
friends of mine are in Israel at the moment, visiting various biblical sites.
Their photos on Facebook are giving me happy memories of a study trip I made
there several years ago. But today I was particularly struck in a fresh way by
an image from Sepphoris via my Aussie friend Malcolm Potts (who, as it happens,
coined the phrase ‘kairos kisses’).
Sepphoris
was a Roman city built in Galilee during Jesus’ lifetime. Thanks to King James’
Authorised Version of the Bible, we have inherited a cultural image of Jesus as
a carpenter from Nazareth; but a more accurate translation of ‘tekton’ would be
builder. As Sepphoris was a major building project within easy walking distance
of Nazareth, we can be almost certain that Joseph and his apprentice would have
found work there.
I’ve
often found understanding Jesus to have been a builder by trade to be a rich
resource. It teases the account of four friends who tear up the flat roof of
the house Jesus lived in for a while at Capernaum, in order to lower their
paralytic friend down into Jesus’ presence: having forgiven the man’s sins and
restored him to health, did Jesus forgive the friends’ trespass,
re-constructing the roof? It illuminates his stated intention, on the night he
was betrayed, to go to build an extension on his father’s house for his bride –
the Church – and then return for us. It adds something to Peter’s metaphor of
the Church as living stones being built into a temple. It resonates with the
expansion of the local church through the ‘oikos,’ or extended family home.
But
though I knew that, in all probability, Jesus had worked on the building of Sepphoris,
it had never struck me before that he might have laid some of its famous
mosaics. After all, the mosaic was a Roman decoration. But today, this struck
me as being deeply significant:
Jesus
was a builder, who took the broken little pieces – perhaps even broke some larger
pieces himself – and brought them together, side-by-side, to create beautiful
pictures...
Monday, May 13, 2013
Ascension
We
are currently in the mini-season of Ascension-tide (or a sub-season within
Easter, from Jesus’ ascension forty days after his resurrection until his
sending the Holy Spirit at Pentecost ten days later). The following are three
apparently unconnected observations that have struck me over the past few days:
[1]
Reveal/Conceal
Ascension
Day. The heavens and the earth simultaneously reveal and conceal the glory of
God in Christ Jesus, defying our insistence to delineate, to
divide-and-conquer...
This
is a mystery, which cannot be explained but only lived: a way of being that
recognises that our world is made of the heavens and the earth, bound together
in the person of Jesus; a way of living that acknowledges the limit to our
understanding, and of our role – not just that there is, at present, a limit,
but that there will always be a limit; a way of living that acknowledges the
voice within that tells us that (we see enough to recognise that) there is more
to life than we can see, and with both joy (in response to revelation) and
humility (in response to concealment) comes alongside others who sense the
same.
[2] A
table, spread
“You
prepare a table for me in the presence of those who trouble me.” Psalm 23:5a
We
are invited to participate in a meal. But we are not invited alone: those who
trouble us – those whom we would describe as our enemies, even – are also
invited to the same table; and we are invited, and challenged, to sit in one
another’s presence. At this table, neither ‘us’ nor ‘them’ is the host; we are
all the guests of honour. And as we learn to listen to one another and to
recognise one another as honoured guests at the table, so healing oil is poured
over us and rubbed into wounds, some of which they have inflicted on us, some
of which we have inflicted on them, and some of which are self-inflicted. This
happens as our wounded-ness is first gently exposed – and that is only possible
in the company of those who trouble us: whose values and answers to life differ
from our own, calling into question our unknown assumptions. This does not
happen when we sit at table only with those who do not trouble us, because they
are like us; for in such company the wounds we need healed remain hidden.
[3] Perspective
If we
view and present people primarily in terms of the categories ‘economic
resource,’ ‘economic threat,’ or ‘economic drain,’ then we must also view and
present the Slave Trade, the Holocaust and the Killing Fields as virtue we have
lost...
When
we stop and think about it, this might not be the kind of society we want to
nurture.
How
might Ascension-tide help to resource an alternative way of viewing and
presenting people? As those for whom Jesus intercedes at the right hand of the
Father? As those who might be caught up into the heavens with him – hidden in
Christ, the One who has accomplished his work and handed on his mission; the
King of a kingdom in which there is no meritocracy, where the first shall be
last and the last first, and yet where it costs every citizen everything they
have; the Ancient of Days and Wounded One?
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Aging
The
aging process reveals the heart, and has a beauty of its own that is quite
distinct from the much-prized outward beauty of youth.
Chasing After The Wind (Without A Kite)
Education
Minister Michael Gove has called for longer school hours and shorter school
holidays. This, he believes, will help working parents; and reverse the
disadvantage our children are currently at in the global economic competition
with Asian children.
This
makes sense, if working parents are
what parents are, primarily: homo operarius; and if this is what children are
born to become, whether they themselves have children of their own or not. If ‘Arbeit
macht frei.’
Jesus
asked the question, “What does it profit a man to gain the whole world but
forfeit his soul?”
Jesus
asked a lot of questions. He asked more questions than he gave answers. He
undermined the assumptions of the self-assured, and opened up space for another
way of experiencing the world to be discovered.
What
might it mean, to forfeit one’s soul? Might it mean to lose oneself, to
surrender the unique gift God has given to you, in you, which he has never
given before and will never give again? To be so subsumed in the pursuit of gain
external to oneself – money, power, fame – that one is lost to oneself...and,
therefore, to the possibility of relationship with another, whether our Creator
or our neighbour? To merely exist, when one might have lived?
In
his approach – both inquisitive and provocative – Jesus drew on an earlier
teacher, identified as the Teacher, whose key discovery and lesson was that anything pursued to excess – study, play,
work, advancement in the world, riches – loses its true value as a gift from
God to be enjoyed in its time. We are not masters of our own destiny, but in
attempting to be so we will find ourselves dissatisfied with the present and
disappointed with the future. You can read this view of holistic education for
life in the book known as Ecclesiastes in the Christian Old Testament, or
Qohelet in the Hebrew Bible.
St George
Today
is the festival of George, martyr, patron of England. The story goes that
George was a knight (or at least, a soldier) who fought a dragon (or possibly a
crocodile; or may have stood up to a human tyrant, and therefore defeated a
work of the devil, that serpent of old: anyway, it’s complicated...). Without
question, he had nothing to do with England, but was adopted by English knights
on the Crusades.
Patron
saints are strange creatures, and the stories we tell about them take on a life
of their own, shaping us in turn, long after the stories are lost and the ‘saint’
stands as a hyper-real sign that represents something that does not exist but
is presented, and indeed consumed, as real: in this case, ‘Englishness.’
Here
are some competing Georges and dragons, some competing Englishnesses, for St
George’s Day:
George
the ‘immigrant’ who represents the inclusion of other peoples and cultures
within Englishness;
George
the soldier who sets out on his travels, setting other people free from that
which tyrannises them, whatever form it might take;
George
the superior military might who inflates crocodiles into dragons and
personifies mortal men as evil incarnate in order to perpetuate a status as
liberator;
George
the dragon;
George
the symbol of racism;
George
the deeply ironic symbol of racism, exposing the vulnerable belly of the beast
and cutting it open with its own sword;
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Hyper-real
When the
Chancellor of the Exchequer divides the population into two neat columns, the Strivers
(+) and the Shirkers (-), he is indulging in hyper-reality: presenting us with
something that looks human, realer-than-real saints and sinners (monsters,
even); but a version of citizen that airbrushes out:
the person
who finds themselves in a low-wage, low-morale job;
the person who believes
there is more to life than overtime;
the person whose work responsibilities
stretch far beyond their competence;
the person who would like to work but
cannot find work, or is too ill to work;
the person who has worked all their
life, whether in paid employment or as a homemaker, and is now elderly;
the person
whose life has fallen apart through tragedy;
the person who has good days, and
bad days;
productive days (however we might measure that) and unproductive days
(however we might measure that);
life-to-the-full days, and oh-just-f***-it-all
days;
the person who will go the extra mile for some people, and cross the street
to avoid others;
the person who embraces certain responsibilities and shirks
others;
the person who has been cheated or conned;
the person who...
I
have been several of these people at one time or another – several in one day –
and might or indeed will become others at some point: because I am a real human,
and a real citizen, not a hyper-real image.
But
this indulgence is equally true of those opposed to the Chancellor’s policies
as it is of the Chancellor. And in creating a hyper-real George Osborne, the
possibility of positive transformation in the real lives of real people in the
real world is short-circuited. Not only would the real George Osborne be
justified in not recognising the hyper-real Osborne to be himself (after all, it
isn’t), but those who paint him as a Villain invariably paint themselves as ‘better’
than they are (enhancing their moral superiority with a tuck here, an enlarged-but-gravity-defying
curve there).
We
are entirely surrounded by high-definition twenty-four-seven hyper-reality.
We
need to learn to see through the hyper-real images. We need to learn to see
ourselves, to see one another, inevitably as though reflected in polished brass
but nonetheless closer and closer to the true self that God alone, for now,
sees fully (1 Corinthians 13). How is God able to see in this way? Because he
loves us, for God is love. And to the extent that we allow his love to show us
ourselves and our neighbour, to that extent we will be able to opt out of hyper-reality
and embrace the real.
Boxes
We love
to put people in boxes. To idolise them, or demonise them. The recent death of
Margaret Thatcher, whose funeral took place this morning, is a reminder of
this. But we don’t only do this with politicians and celebrities. We do it to
our neighbours, against whom we hold a grudge or with whom we become infatuated.
We do it to ourselves, whenever we claim to be, essentially, a good person – when
we refuse to take responsibility for our own complicity in what is wrong about
our society; and whenever we tell ourselves that we are, fundamentally, a bad
person – when we refuse to take responsibility for our own responsibility to
help shape the world for better.
Not
only do we put people in boxes; we go over the box again and again, with the
result that the image we hold – and project – is distorted a little more each
time.
I am
reminded of French sociologist Jean Baudrillard’s concept of the Simulacrum,
the breakdown of the relationship between representation and reality, between signs
and what they refer to. Baudrillard identified four stages in this process:
[1] an
image that is a reflection of a reality
[2] an
image that is a masking and perversion of that reality
[3] an
image that marks the absence of the reality
[4] an
image that bears no relation to any reality – where reality is redundant and
has been replaced by hyper-reality.
Consider
Margaret Thatcher. Here was a living, aging human being. An image that reflects
that would require a great deal of information. A photograph contains huge
amounts of information; a serious biography, even more so. An honest assessment
– a sober judgement – of her life, and yours and mine, cannot be represented
simplistically. But even here, we are removed from reality: this is a
reflection, and a reflection – like my reflection in the mirror – is already a
distortion.
The
next stage is a masking and perversion of that reality: in Margaret Thatcher’s
case, whether by satirical political cartoonists or her own propagandists. In
the case of you and me and our neighbour, the subtle – and not so subtle – ways
in which we build up an image that begins to obliterate the Other, or the
Self...until that image makes it hard for us to see the reality of a human
being created and honoured and loved by God.
The
third stage is familiar to us if we consider politicians and other celebrities:
people we have never met, and yet believe that we know them and can pass
judgement on them, for good or ill. This is easier to live with than reality,
which is complex and fragile, and requires something of us; yet it leaves us
unsatisfied, holding at arm’s length the inter-dependence we were created for.
As
the final stage is reached, images multiply and take on a life of their own.
The hyper-real Thatchers – Thatcher the Saviour of Britain and Defender of the
Free World; Thatcher the Wicked Witch and Bitch of Grantham – obliterate any
possibility of serious evaluation of a real person, or of the complex ways in
which relationships with real people shape us and we them.
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Garden
The Garden
was a hive of activity yesterday afternoon: running repairs on a section of
wall that had been knocked down by a neighbour’s tree; borders that needed redefining;
a silted-up water feature; some planting. Spring has arrived, and the garden is
returning to good shape.
It
isn’t only the garden that goes through seasons: the gardening team had been
pruned right back, through various pastoral circumstances; and had experienced
a time when those left were unable to do very much; but is now growing vigorously
again, with evidence of fruitfulness to come.
Not
only is it a great part of the life of the church; it is a great illustration
of the life of the church, and of the rhythm of life with its seasons of
pruning, abiding, growing and bearing fruit (John 15:1-17).
I’m
hoping that we get a better summer this year than last, with scope for quiet
days, outdoor services, and a party or two...
Monday, April 08, 2013
Life
I posted these as Facebook statuses on Saturday,
but wanted to slightly expand and post them here too, where I can archive them.
[1] “I
conducted a wedding this afternoon. It was particularly moving for the groom’s
Grandma, as she had been married for 60 years and her husband died last year.
She told me that she thinks the first 20 years are the hardest.”
Why
did she think the first 20 years are the hardest? Because, she said, it takes
time to get used to living with someone else. By which she meant, years.
Perhaps 20 years. During those early years (perhaps not the full 20) there had
been many times when she thought that she could not continue, but she had, and
had not regretted it. Now of course, there are reasons why relationships –
whether marriages or friendships or any human relationships – break down,
perhaps beyond the point of recovery, and my point is not to judge us against
60 years; but her perspective was fascinating set against our cultural context,
and every bit as encouraging as it is challenging. It is perhaps not surprising
that our relationships cannot bear the weight we place on them...
[2] “One
of the things that I love about being part of the Church is that I have friends
- real friends - ten and twenty years older than me, and ten and say fifteen
years younger. And one of the things I value most of that is that I have
friends whose lives - for all kinds of reasons - have fallen apart, and who, by
the grace of God, have rebuilt their life. That gives me hope, in the
uncertainties of life. I feel for those who don't have such a breadth and depth
of friendship.”
Friday, April 05, 2013
Thursday, April 04, 2013
Love, Actually
As I reflect on the ways in which our society is
being incited to objectify and vilify certain groups of people – in particular
the poor and the disabled, by politicians and the media (ironically, two other
groups we are also encouraged to objectify and vilify) – I have been thinking
about these words written to a community in competitive strife: 1 Corinthians 13. In such circumstances, Paul directs our attention to love.
Love is not something that we possess, in greater
or lesser – or even increasing or decreasing – measure. It isn’t something we
can store up, or deplete. It certainly isn’t something we can fall in to, or
out of. (Here, at least, we really are ‘all in this together.’)
Love is God breaking-into our lives and possessing
us, drawing us further into him.
And though we might (or might not) experience love in the present, we only understand love – if at all – with
hindsight. The cumulative little acts of love that has brought us to this day –
however this day finds us – broke-into our yesterdays.
Paul speaks of prophecies ceasing, tongues being
stilled, knowledge passing away, and love remaining.
‘Prophecies’ refers to God-given insights into conditional
futures: if we choose to live in this
way, we will shape this kind of
future...if we choose to live in that
way, we will shape that kind of
future: segregation or integration; injustice or justice. If we resist love, we
will part company; but if we allow love to possess us, our wills and God’s will
for us will grow closer. When we arrive at the place God is preparing for us –
when it is no longer something breaking-into our present (in protest against
society; modelling an alternative reality) but something that has fully taken
the present into itself (in transformation of society) – there will be no need
for prophecy.
‘Tongues’ refers to ecstatic utterance, given us
by God to express the longings of our hearts that are too deep to articulate:
the moans of a lover, the groans of a slave. When we arrive at the place God is
preparing for us, and discover that God’s love has fulfilled all our longing –
has somehow fulfilled the longings of very different peoples, fairly – there
will be no need for tongues.
‘Knowledge’ refers to God-given insight into
something hidden. Ever since Eden, we have all hidden that which we have done
or that another has done to us of which we are ashamed: it is a
self-preservation mechanism. Shame is not the preserve of any particular class
or group, but universal. Words of knowledge are God’s way of revealing to us,
through another person as messenger, that God knows us and, loving us, wants to
cleanse us of our shame. They are not the exposé of the tabloid press, for our
downfall and destruction; but a way of showing love for someone who believes
themselves, if truly known, to be unlovable. When we arrive at the place God is
preparing for us, where nothing remains hidden to be revealed and all our fear
has been driven out by perfect love, there will be no need for such knowledge.
In these three examples, then (which, ironically,
the Corinthians were claiming as evidence that some were more ‘spiritual’ – and
therefore more important – than others), we see love as God coming to us,
declaring himself to be for us and claiming us for his own.
Love is eternal, having no beginning and no end;
and infinite, having no measure. Therefore, it cannot run out, but is always
given to us, in every circumstance, if we will but receive it and hold it out
for one another to receive.
It is the antidote to impatience, to unkindness,
to envy, self-aggrandisement, pride; to the carelessness of using language to
belittle what is good; the carelessness of putting ourselves over and before
others; the carelessness of easy anger, and of refusing to be rightly angered
by injustice; the carelessness of passing sentence over one another, locking
one another out. Love is the powerful antidote to the venom of evil and lies.
Love surrounds us to protect, so that, receiving love, we might protect others.
It lifts us up by dignifying us with the revelation that God trusts us as
partners with him in the world, so that, receiving love, we might trust one
another. It strengthens us by daring to hope for us, so that, receiving love,
we might stand firm against the temptation to abandon hope. It perseveres, so
that, receiving love, we might preserve in the face of every means by which
God’s enemy – the one described as the accuser, the thief, the father of lies –
will seek to destroy us.
We need love; and that love has been extended to
us, and is extended to us, daily.
Loving God, I receive your love for me today.
Help me to extend your love to others:
to those I am told I must not love, and to those
who tell me not to love:
to the poor and the disabled,
to the Government cabinet minister and the Daily
Mail journalist,
and to the Opposition MPs looking for political
gain.
Amen.
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Easter : He Is Risen
Images from Easter 2013:
Flowers in the church porch.
We used blue voile shot through with black, folded
over again and again, to illustrate the deepening levels of darkness – (i) very
early in the morning while it was still dark, (ii) the women returned to the
place of public execution, (iii) where they entered an open tomb, and (iv) discovered
the body of their loved-one missing – and gold voile shot through with blue to
illustrate how resurrection enfolds suffering and transforms it into glory.
The Lenten fast is well and truly broken. A
delightful feast with friends around the table, finished off with Jo’s latest
dessert, a Mary Berry recipe.
Saturday, March 30, 2013
Holy Saturday
Holy Saturday.
God is dead.
Not, one-third of God is dead.*
Not, God is pretending to be dead.
GOD IS DEAD.
All is lost. Everything.
And because all is lost, if death were to prove
unable to keep a hold over God, then not only would God return, but God would
return bearing everything else, taking it up, with the goal of transforming
suffering into glory...
Without death, there is no resurrection.
Jesus is clear on this. His disciples didn’t
understand, couldn’t accept it.
They still squirm at this.
The temptation is to conflate Good Friday and
Easter Sunday, sending Holy Saturday into exile.
And there may be good reasons for conflating Good
Friday and Easter Sunday, for the cross is at one and the same time suffering
(Matthew, Mark), completion (Luke), and glory (John).
But there are no good reasons for exiling Holy
Saturday.
To do so is to dismiss or deny our experience of
loss and pain and grief, of death; and to dismiss or deny God’s self-giving act
of entering into that experience; and so – ironically – to dismiss or deny the
hope of resurrection.
As a friend of mine put it, without Holy Saturday we
have nothing to say in response to suffering.
The other day a high-profile media-savvy Church of
England cleric made a vitriolic attack on evangelicals as being a group who
dismiss or deny suffering. It was a shoddy piece of journalism, and a thousand
stories could be told demonstrating the falseness of its claims. But (to add
injury to insult) a far more balanced piece could have been written demonstrating
that evangelicals do, indeed, resist entering-into the deep mourning of loss
and lament at God’s absence that our scriptures do not shy away from. This I have
seen, over and over again...though we are called to mourn with those who mourn;
though, indeed, mourning is the prerequisite condition for experiencing God’s
comfort.
Jesus’ first disciples couldn’t cope with sitting
in that place of God’s silence, God’s absence, God’s choice not to intervene in
a particular way, for just one hour in the Garden of Gethsemane. Darkness is
drawn over what they went through while God was dead.
We are no different. That is not something anyone
(let alone a shepherd of God’s people, for God’s sake!) should attack anyone
for. And yet the challenging invitation remains extended, to enter into this
part of the Story too.
Friday, March 29, 2013
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