What
we call the Book of Psalms is in fact a compendium of five collections of in
total 150 songs. Many are associated with (written by, or in honour of) David,
though some are older and many more were composed after David’s time.
Unarguably, the most famous of all is the twenty-third psalm.
The
theologian Walter Brueggemann notes that many of the Psalms either ground us in
the dependable goodness of God (psalms of orientation) or express lament in
times of suffering or distress (psalms of disorientation) or give thanks for
deliverance through such times (psalms of reorientation). The twenty-third
psalm works its way through all three.
David
lived about three thousand years ago. As a boy he was a shepherd, overseeing
his father’s sheep. As a man he became an army general, then outlaw, and
eventually a king. The twenty-third psalm draws on the experience of both
shepherd and sheep, and general and troops.
Psalm
23
A
Psalm of David.
1
The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2
He makes me lie down in green pastures;
he
leads me beside still waters;
3
he restores my soul.
He
leads me in right paths
for
his name’s sake.
The
psalm begins by grounding us in the dependable goodness of God, who brings us
again and again to rest—bringing us back to ourselves, when we have become
scattered, pulled in every-which-way by fear or competing demands. (We engage
with this through habitual practices such as Sabbath, one day in every seven to
simply be and to enjoy the goodness of life.) It is interesting to note that
rest is the state the shepherd-general wants for us, knows we need. It is in
rest that we find comfort.This rest is not ‘doing nothing,’ but in fact
essential for our lives to flow, to dance with vitality—with a contrast, lost
in translation, between slow-moving waters and sparkling sheep (soldiers)
flowing after their shepherd (general). The imagery continues, depicting sheep
being led, to rest, along familiar trails, but the choice of words in the
Hebrew the psalm was written in also describes the perimeter encircling an army
camp, within which soldiers are able to rest. This is multilayered imagery,
connecting to David’s varied life experience; but every layer is another way of
describing coming to rest in God’s dependable goodness.
The
psalm continues,
4
Even though I walk through the darkest valley,
I
fear no evil,
for
you are with me;
your
rod and your staff,
they
comfort me.
Here
the scene narrows right down from a spacious pasture to a narrow gorge whose
high sides block out the sun. If you are a sheep, this is the perfect place for
predators. If you are a soldier, this is the perfect place for enemy soldiers
to set an ambush. And yet, the sheep follows her shepherd and the soldier
follows his general, because they trust them. The shepherd carries a club for
driving back predators, and the pastoral staff we are familiar with shepherds
(and bishops) holding. The primary thing a shepherd does with this staff is,
lean on it: it enables the shepherd to rest, and also to walk without losing
her footing; and because the sheep knows that the shepherd is secure, the sheep
may also experience rest, confidence and sure-footedness even in the dark
passage.
This
dark and narrow place is where we find ourselves in bereavement, at the death
of a loved one, or the loss of a job, the breakdown of a friendship, or all
manner of transitional seasons. It is the experience of mid-life, where our
choices narrow, where we may move from being a generalist to a specialist;
where, if we have them, our children leave home while our parents face old age
and dying. The dark and narrow place is not one we can avoid, retreat from back
to the spaciousness of younger years, or rush through. It is inevitable, and
difficult, and formative; and even here we can experience rest in the
dependable goodness of God.
The
psalm continues,
5
You prepare a table before me
in
the presence of my enemies;
you
anoint my head with oil;
my
cup overflows.
6
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
all
the days of my life,
and
I shall dwell in the house of the Lord
my
whole life long.
If
you are a sheep, the table prepared is a pasture that opens out from the narrow
gorge, bejewelled with wild flowers. But the word choice of preparing also
refers to the arranging of his troops for battle by a general. And the way the
Shepherd prepares for us to come face-to-face with our enemies is to invite
them, and us, to sit down together. That, over a shared meal, enmity might be
transformed into friendship. Here, too, the pouring out of oil, which—whether a
sheep who has picked up snicks along the way or a soldier who has been wounded
in battle—is a medical image.
There
are those who live in war zones, whose enemies are flesh and blood. But my own
enemies are for the most part internal: my anxieties and fears; my
catastrophising; the way my own physical body lets me down as it ages; shame.
These are invited to the table, so that I might make peace with them. With
myself, my whole being. That I might experience healing for my wounds.
The
psalm concludes with goodness and kindness (the most underrated thing in the
whole universe) and rest, in the sheep pen or in the great hall prepared for
those who have come through the strife. Ends, where we began, with resting in
the dependable goodness of God. Here, life is not what it was, but is still
good: reconfigured, experiencing the love of God in a new season of life. That
life has its changing seasons is inevitable: whether we experience rest in
this, or fight it—becoming a ridiculous caricature of our younger selves, or
resentful and bitter, in older age—is a matter of choice. To rest, or not to
rest: that is the question.
Christians
are aware that Jesus claims this psalm, the imagery of the Good Shepherd, for
himself; and Christians also see Jesus as the Captain of our Souls, the one who
leads us through suffering to glory—in this world and beyond. May we always
return to rest in him, in every season.

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