Yesterday, I smashed
a concrete block into the face of a young girl.
Yesterday was
Holocaust Memorial Day, an annual occasion of remembrance of those who died not
only in the Shoah – the genocide of European Jews under the Nazis – but also in
subsequent genocides in Cambodia, Rwanda, Bosnia, and the ongoing genocide in
Darfur; as well as other atrocities. In opening-up Holocaust Memorial Day, we
are not diminishing the Shoah, but recognising that we have yet to learn from
that outpouring of inhumanity.
For over a week
culminating with an inter-faith act of remembrance yesterday evening,
Sunderland Minster has played host to four installations by local artist Barrie West. These have been imposed on us, disrupting our lives; inviting and
challenging us to solidarity with others.
One of the pieces was
‘After the Storm’ – photographs of four children resting on the floor under
picture glass, and four concrete blocks. When the piece was installed – right
where we gather to celebrate the Eucharist, to give thanks to God for rescuing
his people from captivity, to be healed of the self- and other-imposed wounds
of division, to learn to bear witness to reconciliation – the first concrete
block was dropped on the first image, smashing the glass. Over the course of
the installation, two further images were smashed; and last night, at the heart
of our act of remembrance, I dropped the final block on the remaining child.
This is not the first
time Barrie has installed ‘After the Storm.’ People do not queue up to drop the
concrete blocks. Often those who agree to do so find it hard to approach. Could
you do this to a child? And always, they are deeply affected by the experience.
For me, approaching
the moment was not especially difficult. Performing a symbolic act that opens
those gathered around to God and neighbour and creates space for reconciliation
to be embodied is a key part of my calling. I take my stand for others.
For me, approaching
the moment was not especially difficult; but moving on – moving on rightly – was. My reaction was to want
to numb the pain. To numb what I was experiencing, with alcohol or with comfort
food. That, I think, is a perfectly natural and understandable response. But I
knew that I had to resist it: that I had
to feel what I was feeling.
When we move to numb
ourselves from such pain, we remove ourselves, albeit by one tiny degree, from
our fellow brothers and sisters; indeed, from our own humanity. Each time we
numb ourselves from such pain, we become further and further removed, until we
no longer register feeling, until we are no longer moved by human-inflicted
storms that rip through the lives of others, until we no longer speak out,
until indeed we are capable of ending life with violence because neither we nor
they are human in our eyes.
Pain is not a gift we
want. As a society, we spend more time, money and effort insulating ourselves
from pain than we spend on anything else. We are evolving into inhuman beings.
We need to experience
pain, in order to step back from the brink.
But the place of pain
is also the place of hope. That is why both are present together in art, and in
the Eucharist. Pain can be denied, or it can be transformed. That is why
Holocaust Memorial Day, despite the ongoing history of genocide, is not an act
of utter despair. Rather, it is defiance in the face of despair; insurrection
in the face of inhumanity.
When the glass was
smashed, it was filled with the reflection of our East Window (not at night,
but during the day), which depicts the Apostles’ Creed. The Apostles’ Creed speaks
of God entering-into our pain, our suffering at the hands of one another.
(Fittingly, the window replaces a window destroyed by German bombing in WWII;
ironically, the two phrases from the Creed omitted in the window are ‘He
[Jesus] descended into hell’ and that at his coming again in glory he will act
to establish justice through authority ‘to judge both the quick and the dead’).
In the reflection, bright colours of hope over-laid the images and restored
beauty where an attempt had been made to destroy something beautiful. But the
bright colours were only visible from a particular angle, or perspective: not
looking down on the destruction from above, aloof; but getting down on hands
and knees, close among the shards.
Holocaust Memorial
Day has passed for another year. But its invitation and challenge carries on.
Lord, have mercy.
